2021.10.20 14:16 liluzifanpage looking for a black uzi jacket in size large or medium, let me know if you have one anyone wants to sell! thanks
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2021.10.20 14:16 PollyTing Not a bad evening up north
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2021.10.20 14:16 Wikiforr I got bored and i built the mobs from the mob vote but i also gave them top hats
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2021.10.20 14:16 I_love_rainy_days Severe guilt and regrets over thoughts/wishes
Hello, I am writing here out of desperation, almost a month ago my dad passed away. He was 60, I am 20. He had many health problems, psoriatic arthritis, type 2 diabetes, ankylosing spondylitis, fatty liver, different pinched spine and paralyzed diaphragm on the right side due to an accident when he was young, he suffered a lot but was very resilient. He smoked a lot, he did not want to quit smoking, you would tell him to quit and he would get angry. Since the end of last year he started with a constant, strong cough, and if he walked a few blocks he would run out of air. This continued until this year, he never had a spirometry, he said it was his diaphragm, he could walk less and less distance because he was already choking. But he said it was his diaphragm. When he passed away the doctors said it was due to exacerbated COPD. The problem is that I loved my dad, he was everything to me, but a few years ago I distanced myself from him because he was a bit narcissistic and I started recalling some things he did in the past that I now realized were wrong. This year, I don't know what happened to me but I ignored him as much as I could, I felt annoyed by his constant coughing, the smell of cigarettes in the whole house, sometimes he made a lot of noise, etc but more than anything I was very angry with him for not being the dad I thought he was, and out of nowhere I started to wish he wasn't in my life anymore, which then scalated to "he could die, I wouldn't care" "I wish he died for once". I know I didn't wish it from my heart, but there came a point that it was constant, although I never said anything to him, I didn't want to make him angry or start an argument. I was depressed and exhausted by other stuff that I had to deal with and suddenly my mind went "If my dad wasn't in my house anymore everything would be better, yes, I wish he would die" Sometimes I would stop myself thinking this, or if I wrote it down I would erase it, but the thought/feeling would come back, this went on for some months. Then dad passed away and the guilt and regret I feel is unbearable, I miss him, and I wished I had been more compasionate, why didn't I hug him? why didn't I tell him I loved him beyond all the mistakes? I feel that it is my fault, that I wished him so much to die or to disappear from my life, that it ended up happening, I feel guilty, what I want most is to go back, I feel like a disgusting person and I lost my dad forever, I do not know what to do because the guilt is immense, I know that he had lots of health issues, and he had the symptoms for COPD but he didn't think it was that, but I can't stop feeling is my fault, the guilt is eating me alive
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2021.10.20 14:16 sk_from_deep Website for Oneplus 8 Pixel Experience download is loading
I'm trying to install pixel experience on my oneplus 8, but it seems like all of the websites are down. If anyone could tell me where else to download it that would be appreciated. I was also wondering if I needed TWRP to install it
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2021.10.20 14:16 lusca_palest Seaver college fee waiver
I already sent an email to the seaver admission office contact reported on the site, but they haven't answered me yet. It's the only thing missing for me to send my app, so I'd like to know if you have any better form of contact through which I may get a fee waiver code.
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2021.10.20 14:16 tyACNH [LF] Barbed-Wire Fence DIY [FT] You name it
2021.10.20 14:16 Neat-Apartment3871 Bitcoin Report 66,000 Miwon / History of Bitcoin Niitaka
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2021.10.20 14:16 weedmylips1 Best way to utilize home equity?
So i'm on the fire journey like everyone else here. I have a house full paid off, no liens, worth around 200k.
Earn about 60k/year. What is my best option to leverage this equity especially with such low interest rates?
HELOC? or cashout refi and throw the money into VTSAX. Is this a bad idea? The interest rates are like 2.85% right now
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2021.10.20 14:16 rororo7676 !!!! FOR SALE !!!! 850 CAD SHIPPED OBO Centennial Montreal Canadiens “Green C” jersey size 54. Mint condition. DONT SLEEP ON THIS BEAUTY
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2021.10.20 14:16 smingey82 Finding Another Way... Again
I look at myself in the mirror barely able to remember who I was. I miss putting on my running shoes. I miss being able to feel strong when I lifted weights. I miss being able to clamp down on a work deadline with all my effort. The satisfaction of earning a living seems like another life. Those times I use to get in the car and drive to a dog park without thinking twice. Did any of that really happen?
I'm trying so hard to make a new way. Go back to school maybe. If only I could concentrate long enough. Go back to work? I can't drive a car without everything spin around. Maybe if I could buy an exercise bike and only ride a few minutes at a time. Maybe I can find a part-time job working from home? Maybe I need to find new friends because the people I knew left me behind. Maybe this, maybe that.
I'm f#$^%ng exhausted!
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2021.10.20 14:16 aggie1391 SCOOP: Manchin tells associates he's considering leaving the Democratic Party and has an exit plan
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2021.10.20 14:16 Jumaolou Our guy left 1min after the match began. Enemy 600pts ahead in last 40secs. I can't believe we really did it. Best team play I ever had on rated. You guys are the real MVP.
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2021.10.20 14:16 dumb_programmer To leave or not to leave ... that is the question❓
Hi I am a recent college passout and got 6 months internship in a company that turned into PPO after my internship concluded. Its been 5 months as full time sde and the pay here is decent, considering the fact that I am a fresher. The thing that bugs me tho is the work life balance here is not that great. I am constantly over worked , chasing deadlines and barely making in time.The team members are also not very helpful and even passively rude sometimes. I have never had a job before but I am really scared if this is how its going to be for the rest of my career. I have recently started thinking about quitting this job or if possible make a switch. I am not confident that if any other company would hire me but it's getting frustrating. I do have many responsibilities and that's why I have been pushing through all this but I just keep thinking that is there a job out there with similar pay but not this environment. I wanted to ask that, do such companies with work life balance and team support exist or is it all fake advertisements? Can I leave right now and not regret later? Thankyou for reading through this and please ignore any errors/typos.
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2021.10.20 14:16 LingonberryOld3599 $10 autopay and paperless billing discount
9/5/2021 I talked to Xfinity agent to change my internet plan, I selected internet performance starter 50 Mbps, we agreed the billing will be $20/month after $10 autopay and paperless billing discount. He send a link to me for the order, I noticed The estimated monthly bill is $30/month, I asked why, he said don't worry the $10 discount will be activate after I set autopay and paperless billing. I trusted him and submitted the order (Since my 9/19/2019 order was the same, The estimated monthly bill $30 but Xfinity charged me only $20/m after I set autopay and paperless during 2019-2020 ).
Now I view my Oct billing, the bill still $30, please help to check it, Thank you!
Please note I have already messaged modmail。
Thanks for the help!
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2021.10.20 14:16 Liyakatsu Albedo VS. Itto
I'm torn between them. Have enough primos for only one. I like them both a lot. I heard some stuff about itto not being very impressive, so i want to know who you genuinely think is better for an f2p, and also in a geo team (ningguang, zhongli, gorou).
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2021.10.20 14:16 cuteycurious You are in a locked room in front of 6 drinks. You must drink one to escape but get a hindering effect. What do you choose?
2021.10.20 14:16 666gun Why do you think people support animation being turned into live action? What are your thoughts?
2021.10.20 14:16 NYtoptier whatever it takes 🤣
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2021.10.20 14:16 Artistic_League [Amazon] 2 Pack MOREXIMI Walkie Talkies for Kids - $19.99 (save 50% Off)
2021.10.20 14:16 suecov Who’s tried gavapentin ( sorry if spelling wrong) hubby has bad rls and apparently it worked for his mate
2021.10.20 14:16 KENEVOBikeXtrem BIKETRAILS VALENCIA
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2021.10.20 14:16 philipwhalen12 Should I buy?!?
2021.10.20 14:16 CANISIKILANADAM_ nice clutch :)
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2021.10.20 14:16 lss_bvt_ios_05 LssTest-TextPost-11338